I'm tired of putting on a happy face for everyone. My grandfather's in the hospital and he has been for the past 2 weeks.. every time I see him he seems to be getting weaker instead of better. I feel like I'm back in the same situation I was in a year ago. I want to shout, scream and cry, but I don't know anyone I could do that in front of.
As cliched as it sounds, I feel really quite alone in a crowded place.
