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 Friday, May 19, 20062 exams down, 2 more to go...Bleh =/ Some of my housemates're finished today the lucky girls! Must make a point to stay out of their way before I get too cranky lol! Nadabah I love you guys really :D Still jealous though, only consolation point is that the weather's meant to be crap this weekend so it won't be too hard to stay inside cooped up with my notes lol =PSo exam today was... alright I guess, the next 2 are the hard ones.. My last one on Tuesday is the bitchiest of the bitchiest exam ,EVER. Its a 90 min essay question and we've got no clues what's gonna be asked..Not to mention we've had 3 lectures per week for this module and each lecture has at least 4-5 references and you can see why its a complete bitch =P Its gonna be the longest 90 minutes of life..Either that or the shortest exam of my life, when I walk out after 20 min cause I cant do the essay =P Speaking of today's exam, this morning, at exactly 244 AM I was woken up by the sound of 2 men having a major argument outside my window! I couldn't believe it, trust me to encounter shit like that before a 9 am exam :P They went on for like 30 minutes too, but I didnt wanna open my window cause I didnt fancy them seeing me and hurling abuse at me instead :P Jeez some men are such drama queens, cubatah tunggu pagi saja, mau jua malam2 buta =P Anyways, after Tuesday, it'll be all go for the party!! Lol..Already have plans to go out for a meal and to go out that night, and the next 2 days I plan to be spending in the sun and in the shops catching up on my summer wardrobe lol! Not to mention catch some of those summer blockbusters that certain people have already seen *coughChevvycough* lol :D Friday am off to see P (just cause he balik soon =P) and on Saturday its down to Caterham to visit this gorgeous lady =D I'm determined to enjoy the next 3 weeks of my life, cause it'll never be the same after this. Just today a friend told me he's leaving the Uk for good this Tuesday and although we've never been the closest of friends it was still a bit..sad to think that this guy who I've seen everyday for the past 3 years, would probably never cross paths with me again =( Sigh.. Hehe.. but enough of that, from now til Tuesday I can't wait for it to be overrr! Having an hour's break before starting again, so I be going now hehe... xoxoxo Wednesday, May 17, 2006Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "..that's her.Taken from a post by HD in Brustu...I think its really sweet =) Here's hoping everyone finds that guy, if they haven't already found him =) Cant do work, keep doing other shit instead :P 6 more daysss =D xoxox Saturday, May 13, 2006manyak stress oh.. panic also lah...=/ Thursday, May 11, 2006Stressed about my assignment due tomorrow that isn't even halfway done, and my exam on Monday that isnt halfway revised =(Id give anything to have him here, so I can run into his arms whenever I feel overwhelmed, so I can get hugs randomly, so I can whine and bitch and have a listening ear, and all that jazz =( I dont't know why, but he makes me feel safe, like everything will been ok, as long as he's there. The phone call isn't quite equivalent to a warm touch unfortunately =/ Isn't it strange how you can bare your soul so easily and quickly to a guy who you haven't known that long than to your friend you've known for years? Well for me anyways, always used to be Miss Ice Princess around the guys. Not cause I am/was a bitch, but it's cause I can never quite believe that they'd like me, and that they'd come to their senses at a point. And until that day I would just distance myself by being mean and aloof and uncaring-like around them *shrugs* Hmm... I always get quite..clingy and difficult to handle during exams hehe..There's always a transition period when I get back here, to get back into the groove of things...Once thats over, will be over this stupid mushyness, promise! =P Been up since 7, have a class at 12 later. Will prob be a library hermit from now on, oh joy =/ Thoughts're all over the place, except 1 : I cant wait to finish!! Getting dressed now byes all xoxox /edit : Just got back from uni, did a bit of revising, need to start my report now...Just been reading several people's blogs and its sweet how some (ok a couple) of them are all loved up now *coughMELScoughNOORcough* lol!! Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy =D Looking fwd to seeing you guys end of this month, to catch up properly, fingers crossed =) Wednesday, May 10, 2006Back in good ol Leeds...lol! Yep was away for the weekend (and then some...) to calm down a bit. Got my tickets on Friday night at 11pm and was on the train 12pm the next day. Was definitely a much needed trip, feeling much better now abt stuff. Although felt shit about leaving, it feels good coming back to the house and the girls...Looks like I'll be part of the library crew for the next coupla days, assignment due in on Friday, 1st paper on Monday..AND I've left some of my notes at P's =/ But it's for my last exam so all is not lost =)Off to watch MI-3 now!! xoxoxo Monday, May 08, 2006*Finally* have a new layout setup!! =D The last one finally got on my nreves so I started tinkering on this one last night.. hehe just finished perfecting it, added the achives back on, etc etc..Am in hospital library now and I'm sure the other people can tell I don't belong here! *Hides huge Sedimentology textbook and field notebook* =P have a 4 page report to do for Friday, so I'd best get to it...Taggies: Neez - Thank you hun, I'm feeling wayyy better now =D good luck for your exams babe *hugs* xoxoxo Mells - I stadi, I stadi...P's nagging is about on the same par as my mom, remember?? Lol.. Mom's pleased, I is less than pleased hehe =P Oh on the 27th can I come can I can I? ;o) hehe..Good luck with ur exams!! xoxoxox Sminky - Lol! Last night still work in progress bah this page, now all okeh already hehe..Lol.. yeah thought I'd stay with the cat theme, I can just see myself as the crazy cat woman from Lumut 30 years from now, living all alone in my mhouse with my 30 cats =P hehe..xoxoxoxo Saturday, May 06, 2006Hmm for some reason I'm feeling apprehensive about something that should be completely natural by now =/Have a good weekend everyone! xoxox Friday, May 05, 2006Since I've been back, Leeds hasn't felt...right to me. I don't know what it is, I just feel like I don't really want to be back. I envy my housemate, she's going back today to revise at home for her exams. I wish I could do that. I want to be able to go home before my exams and come back just in time for my papers. It's not anyone's fault, I still love it here, the place, the people, the weather, my house and definitely my housemates, but I just don't want to be here right now. Maybe I just want to escape it cause it may mean escaping the exams, but its not that either. I just...feel like running away =( Only thing is, I don't exactly have anywhere to go, home's not exactly a train ride away for me...I've got no motivation to do work, even though the clock is steadily ticking away the seconds til my first exam. I don't know if I'm stressed, but I'm definitely feeling *something* =/ Maybe it's the atmosphere, everywhere I go, exam fever's hit the city, and I'm just not coping with it. I don't know why, its hardly my first major exam. *Sigh* Dunno lah, guess I better try and get some semblance of work sorted out before I become a failure *and* a uni dropout =/ Thursday, May 04, 2006Here I am, in the Edward Boyle library at Leeds Uni, Level 12, where I'm supposed to be doing some work til 5 and what am I doing? This =P Lol! Cant help it though, it's a gorgeous day outside, and I've just had 2 hours of lectures/seminars. All I wanna do is be outside under the sun with a Magnum, flip-flops and a pair of sunnies =D Was slightly (ok, very) stressed out this morning when I saw the girls, apparently they've been going to the library at 930am-12am everyday!! Exams only 10 days away some more *hyperventilates* My god. I can't even be in the library for more than 2 hours before I start feeling very very cooped up and depressed =P I like studying at home, where I can be alone and I can make as much noise as I want. Also I can go online, watch Tv, play PS2, eat, read my books/mags whenever I want =/ hehe..not productive at all =PWas missing P a bit after I left yesterday...ok missed him a lot =P Won't be seeing him for a month now. Ok, I realise it's not that long, especially for other couples who aren't even on the same continent, what more the same country =P It's just that since Easter we've hardly been apart, and I've had to contend with his smelly boy presence around me for the whole month. Skali now nada smelly boy presence, I kecarian =( Lol pathetic or what? =P But smelly boy presence = me being treated like a princess too... Haha ok ok I stop now before the copious vomittng starts =D I think I should really be getting on with some application forms I need to sort out before this month ends, but there's just so many thinga to do, it's hard to find time for it. Applications for what? Well...lets just say I'll let people know when it's confirmed lah, dont wanna jinx anything now *touchwood* ooh yeah I forgot to write about the AllSaints sample sale..it was the coolness man, everything was like 75% off at least! I got 2 skirts and a top, all slashed from about £90 down to £15-£25 :D I is a happy AllSaints bunny now lol... Bah bah, another random post, I shall get down to work now, no more putting things off (promise Mels!!) hehe.. Much sayangs, xoxox Wednesday, May 03, 2006Exam stress, here we come! Final finals in less than 2 weeks and how much have I done? Jack-shit, as per usual =P Been hiding out at P's since last weekend, in the hope that if I dont acknowledge the presence of exams, they won't come to pass. Taking the 6pm train back later (can everyone feel the delaying tactics?) Wouldn't even be back if not for the fact that I have a last class tomorrow. Of the year, of my undergrad life, etc etc. Eek scared already lah =/ Now also I'm putting off work, watch Lost lah, eat Doritos lah, read some trashy chick lit book lah, blogging lah...Sigh =( I'm sure I actually had something to blog about, but now I've forgotten...Roll on, exam forgetfulness! =/ I swear I have a good memory until its exam period,then its like a sieve =/ Bah sudah tah, I should try and do work =P Oh yeah before that, I got this drawahouse thingy from Mel's and Chevvy's site, so decided to give it a g o. Excuse my drawing, I was always shit at Art =P My house which apparently shows that: You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself. sounds pretty accurate to me *shrugs*  P's house. Lol..Like I said, I've always been bad at the Arts =P Taggies: Ninety-7: whats ur email add hun? Email me any questions u have about the uni, it'd be better than typing it up here for the world to see =) Good choice on having Leeds as one of your choices lol ;o) Neez : Twas good to catch up, sorry for the sudden disappearance hehe..More next time okies? After the dreaded exams, in Starbucks? =D xxx
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